Discernment

Father God,

I come to you asking for forgiveness. Forgiveness of ALL my sins. Including me watching porn and my mind wandering away from my marriage.

I come asking for discernment on my feelings not only for my husband, Patrick, but my manager Daniel. My feelings for Daniel are incredibly deep, Father God. I'm not sure where to go with them. He needs to know how infeel, but I have NO clue on how to approach him with this. To be honest, I should have listened to you when you were telling me NOT to get married. But, I would not have been led to where I am today. 

Father God, I regret NOT listening to you in the first place. Please forgive me of this. I'm asking for discernment on if my feelings for both of them are real. I know I want children, but I'm not sure if it's supposed to be with Patrick. 

Father God, I am BEGGING for your help!!!!! Please send me a sign. I will.do my best to listen and see Your sogn(s)!!!!!!!!

AMEN!!!