Me, God, and Patience

I am NOT the most patient person around. There's a lot of impatient folks in the world and I am one of them.

I've prayed and prayed and prayed some more for patience. I kept asking God over and over to teach me the patience that I so desperately want and desire.

When my husband went to jail, I learned patience. As soon as he got OUT of jail, it all went out the window. I'm highly bummed about that. Now my sweet husband has a never ending migraine and depression. 

Now I'm learning patience again. I praise God everyday for that. I've prayed that he would be healed. I have placed "P" on several prayer lists. I have laid hands and prayed over him myself. 

I'm going to Clay Prays tomorrow. I wish he'd go with me. I know his migraine won't allow that to happen. If you, my loyal reader(s), are the praying type please help me lift Patrick up in prayer. Please intercede for me on his behalf. 

I'm also trying to not be stressed over this. It's so hard NOT to be stressed when you're watching your husband suffer with something like this. 

If you have any words of wisdom or any verses or anything to share, please share with me in the comments section. I'd greatly appreciate it. 

One thing for sure is this. I need to listen and stand still. I need to just get real into what God is telling me. I need to allow him to guide me in all of this. I especially need to give all of this to God and allow him to handle all of this. He is in control.

If you can learn ANYTHING from this, please learn that God is in control. God will lead you. You just have to stop and listen.